It's because i miss my mum
Posted: Tue Aug 25, 2015 8:33 pm
Decided to edit topic and opening statement.
I wish i could show you all a photo of mum and i.
I wish i could show you all a photo of mum and i.
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Philippa M wrote:Thank You Jack don't worry, why would i leave the best website on the net!!! RDA rules!!!
Kate assured me that RDA is a ladies man and always will be! Its just I got confused by the crap I saw on the net. But she kindly straightened me out on them. And she helped me answer a few questions that I already knew the answer to anyways... this just proves at how dumb I am... I mean he lost his cherry to two girls at 14! Then says we girls are wonderful...
DON'T WORRY GIRLS RDA IS OURS!!!
Truth is... maybe this stuff i saw on the net influenced me too much...
I am just glad RDA belongs to us girls!!!
And yes I had heaps of fun on the eyes of a killer thread... loads of laughs to Jack! Er, why did we stop? I wanna keep going!!
LOve ya Jack
Philippa
Philippa M wrote:I am just glad that it's over and done with now. I loved RDA as a kid and whenever i went to me video shop and saw the DVD's ... watching him, I fell in love with him. When i asked Kate... well I am so happy that she affirmed things about our man i already knew and that has made me so happy, I am giddy with happiness and love, i wanna sing from the hilltops, ... So to all you gals on here I am so very sorry and I am sorry that I upset you all and to Richard. You are the best man xx
To be honest, since my Mum died, i think its been the stress of her death and depression that has knocked my mind around a bit. She was my whole world and whenever i needed advice, i could go to her for help ... I have had clinical depression since i was a girl in my late teens and it all stemmed from abuse as a child. And it was Mum who stood by me and she was the only person who believed me when i told her about the sexual abuse. I was in treatment, getting great help, going to school, quit smoking, drinking and I was really loving life.. then two days before Christmas Mum was told she had this damned cancer.... she is gone ... you know i had an episode last night when i kept asking my FB friends to ask my Mum to come home, where is she, she has to come home, that she was lost .... No idea grieving does your head in like that.
I will in time, feelings are still very raw... I miss my Mum so much Jack, she was my whole world and cancer took this beautiful lady from us. I know she is here with me...i just wish i could see her and talk... You grieve at your own time and if you cry Jack, its ok... cryJackGywer wrote:Philippa M wrote:I am just glad that it's over and done with now. I loved RDA as a kid and whenever i went to me video shop and saw the DVD's ... watching him, I fell in love with him. When i asked Kate... well I am so happy that she affirmed things about our man i already knew and that has made me so happy, I am giddy with happiness and love, i wanna sing from the hilltops, ... So to all you gals on here I am so very sorry and I am sorry that I upset you all and to Richard. You are the best man xx
To be honest, since my Mum died, i think its been the stress of her death and depression that has knocked my mind around a bit. She was my whole world and whenever i needed advice, i could go to her for help ... I have had clinical depression since i was a girl in my late teens and it all stemmed from abuse as a child. And it was Mum who stood by me and she was the only person who believed me when i told her about the sexual abuse. I was in treatment, getting great help, going to school, quit smoking, drinking and I was really loving life.. then two days before Christmas Mum was told she had this damned cancer.... she is gone ... you know i had an episode last night when i kept asking my FB friends to ask my Mum to come home, where is she, she has to come home, that she was lost .... No idea grieving does your head in like that.
All my respect for your very personal revelations here Phillippa.You had a great relationship with your mother.I have also.I could probably not cope with her death.When I think of how I felt when my husband´s father died last year.....it was bad....and we not have us always well understood.
I hope you get over it at some point and you're feeling better.
Well, that you have friends try to help you.Promise me that you always accept help.This is important.Not that you mind going broke.Philippa M wrote:I will in time, feelings are still very raw... I miss my Mum so much Jack, she was my whole world and cancer took this beautiful lady from us. I know she is here with me...i just wish i could see her and talk... You grieve at your own time and if you cry Jack, its ok... cryJackGywer wrote:Philippa M wrote:I am just glad that it's over and done with now. I loved RDA as a kid and whenever i went to me video shop and saw the DVD's ... watching him, I fell in love with him. When i asked Kate... well I am so happy that she affirmed things about our man i already knew and that has made me so happy, I am giddy with happiness and love, i wanna sing from the hilltops, ... So to all you gals on here I am so very sorry and I am sorry that I upset you all and to Richard. You are the best man xx
To be honest, since my Mum died, i think its been the stress of her death and depression that has knocked my mind around a bit. She was my whole world and whenever i needed advice, i could go to her for help ... I have had clinical depression since i was a girl in my late teens and it all stemmed from abuse as a child. And it was Mum who stood by me and she was the only person who believed me when i told her about the sexual abuse. I was in treatment, getting great help, going to school, quit smoking, drinking and I was really loving life.. then two days before Christmas Mum was told she had this damned cancer.... she is gone ... you know i had an episode last night when i kept asking my FB friends to ask my Mum to come home, where is she, she has to come home, that she was lost .... No idea grieving does your head in like that.
All my respect for your very personal revelations here Phillippa.You had a great relationship with your mother.I have also.I could probably not cope with her death.When I think of how I felt when my husband´s father died last year.....it was bad....and we not have us always well understood.
I hope you get over it at some point and you're feeling better.
My buddies on FB saw my posts and my dear friend Rhonda got me to call Life Line which has a area for greiving people... my other dear friend Carli, organised a councellor for me... a lady from Bentley hospital spoke to me and said that the stage of grief I'm at is normal.. and the lady i spoke to told me it could take a year to recover. Mum died a month ago on Saturday and all i do i either laugh, cry.... feel terrible guilt.... I am going to get back in to councelling so i can get my life back.